August? Already? Man, where do these days go?

It’s kind of like when…


When you learn a new word, and all of a sudden, you notice that word being used everywhere.
It’s not that the word is being used more often than it was before you learned it, it’s just that now...now you’re made aware of it.

The past few entries seem so… dark. But really, summer has been wonderful to me. A few little moments of darkness here and there, and then… I’m searching for the light.


I always end up neglecting d-30. Sorry.

It’s a hot night. A lonely and quiet one at that.
The music never helps any, and the Aqua Teen in the background can only do so much to make me chuckle. It quickly fades into tired smiles anyway. This humor is lost on me, but it allows for memories to dwell on. When life be stressin me… my remedy be bringing back sweet memories...

...Laughter around a campfire(oh those stars), sparkling water(lake water? or clear, white sand beaches?), and rain… The rain is falling… those lazy, introspective moods; quiet conversations deep into the night. Even perhaps silent conversations and side-long glances.



Everyone’s getting away, going away, go away.

Posted 7/6/2005 12:50 AM

It’s quite cold in here. And this kitchen is as bare as when I first came.
My room’s gotten messy, but it always gets messy. Mhmm. I always clean ‘later’ though, so it’s ok.


This place has a lot of room with no TV to fill it with background noise, but I’m armed with a laptop and some DVD’s. That usually keeps me laughing - until I notice the time.


And then my showers are wonderfully hot and long.


Too bad my sleep is short and not very deep.


It’s easy to notice, and it’s also easy to not acknowledge, what’s there and what isn’t.

I can’t front, I’m havin’ a blast
But damned if I ain’t afraid of how long it’s gonna last

Glistening in summer heat cause this summer beat won’t let up.

Refresh me.

Work 9-6, M-F
Class 6:30-9, M & W

Call me if you’re around the city
I’d appreciate it much.

Hey d-30,
Happy 7th
Let’s celebrate, in approximately 12 hours. Yeah? Yeeeah.
Love forever, me.


PS – The server setting is an hour behind, forgive me :/

It is perhaps the most offensive word I have recently come across. Offensive because it is true of me.


Half-hearted passions, not enough patience or dedication to pierce through the surface, laziness, lack of motivation… all of the above. It’s something to be ashamed of, I think.


I need to find what I love and love it so.

The cherry blossoms were already out last week. Weather was perfect, lay out sprawled on the grass, seeing pink against clear blue.



There are dragons in the city, don’t you know?

Patek Philippe exhibition at Tiffany’s. BALLIN!


More visual treats to see:
Murakami exhibit @ the Brooklyn Museum (site)
The Fall (site) - absolutely stunning visuals (see here), shot in 18 on-site-locations around the world. Lee Pace from Pushing Daisies is also a huge bonus.


The semester is winding down. I’m getting wound up. But it’ll end well, I think. It usually does. Well, ja.

Wonderland really is that colorful. Alice told me herself.
It’s got color that overtakes all your vision and leaves you seeing nothing else.

There are other ways to leave you seeing nothing else. It’s too easy to get blind-sided.

The world is wet. Or at least New York City is.
That’s okay, today was a good day regardless of the weather.

MoMA exhibition is excellent.

Visualization: Protein Homology Graph


Tony’s Di Napoli off 43rd between 6th & 7th. Delicious and oh so satisfying meal, topped with some great Sangria and two favorites.

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I seriously can’t stop watching the Jabbawockeez. Kaba Modern is also great, but something about Jabbawockeez is just so much fun to watch. I can’t stop. Lewis Carroll really had no idea what sort of monster he concocted.
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Fusion Fashion Show is tomorrow. School spirit time. \o/

We had this assignment, back in senior year of high school; AP Psychology. We were given a sheet with four(?) images, and we were to write a little blurb for each one - whatever came to mind first. One of the images was of a man sitting at a table, grabbing the arm and attention of a lady. I took it as him being a customer at a coffee shop/restaurant and her as a waitress therein. When this assignment was given, I… didn’t do it.. ..properly. Sometime thereafter though, I randomly came across it again and wrote this little piece:

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In a flash of what he thought was recognition, he took hold of her arm only to realize his mistake too late. Her character was one to to stress the importance of first impressions; though perhaps this time around as she accepted his offers of an apology, she thought they always had the whole rest of their lifetimes to make up for those initial ones.

Twenty-five years later they found themselves in the same setting. This time she sat across from him, hiding a smile behind a cup of coffee. He still couldn’t believe that out of all of life’s silly sayings, it was this one that proved itself true.

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Points to you if you can figure out life’s silly saying.