What were the chances?

You could say 1 in a million… sounds romantic and all… but wouldn’t it be even better to say, “you’re 1 in (current world population)”? The lower the percentage, the more special! No? Ok, maybe not…

This cold weather is so sudden, but strangely enough this time around it’s not unwelcomed.
I always feared this darkness, this biting weather, but something’s shifted and I can handle it, this time around.

...still I will look forward to summer days. Always look forward.

Pete, it’s a fool that looks for logic in the chambers of the human heart.
- Ulysses Everett McGill, O Brother, Where art Thou


It’s not fair, really. This whole emotion thing. There really is no logic whatsoever to it. And it’s so hard when someone asks you to justify your feelings. You simply can’t. Logic has nothing to do with it. You can love a person for the same exact reasons you hate someone else. You can easily forgive what one person does, and yet be so cold to another over the same matters. We can give reasons and try to flesh out the why’s of the heart, but when it comes down to it, it just is.


We can’t control what we feel, but we do have a hold over our actions. But sometimes, it’s just really hard, isn’t it? It can all be too overwhelming sometimes, you can’t help what you feel, you can’t help what you do.


We can’t justify our feelings, yet we can justify our actions by what we feel. It’s not fair, really.
(reposted: 1/9/06 - don’t ask me to explain)

Aside from the sharp migraine stabbing at my left temple, things are pretty good.

Wow, October already.
I’ve archived selected entries from 2002. Crazy.